Day 36 of agony
9:08 AM Monday, January 05, 2009
the pain i carried with me everyday.
love is so special!
its able to make you the most happiest person in the world, yet it can also make the worst out of you in life.
love is so profound.
sigh, i wish i could have a better understanding of it.
now i know you're right. even how miserable i am, how heart-breaking i felt and how i hurt, cut and self abusing myself, she will not even see or feel anything over it. who's gonna bother how i'm feeling and what fuck shits i did to myself again. answer is no one
living and counting each day that goes by.


