Day 49 of agony
9:12 PM Saturday, January 17, 2009
just back home. just buang my bike half an hour ago. fuck! right side is already ugly enough yet now is worst on the left side. there goes my paintwork! elbow starts to feel abit pain whereby my neck hasn't recovered yet. luck has never been on my side. what to do? i'm always on the unlucky side of life. you might be thinking why am i not dead instead!
the long year ahead will never be good anymore!
back in 2008, i've lost two loves, skidded twice and just lots of bad bad things that befalls on me. nothing much of the rest bothers me except for losing the one i really love most and putting myself whole-heartedly to it. needless to say, it's gone.
now is 2009. my presence is here but my soul is still stuck in 2008. since i've already lost so many important things that belongs to me in life, is my life the next thing that will be taken off this 2009? the day my presence is not present shall be the day that my life has gone.
recently saw me still sms call me bro yet now do all this behind my back. no wonder people will condemn you. fuck! feeling so damn uneasy.
i've gotta rest. i'm down!