it's been two months..............................
finally back to camp today after 2days of mc. i'm so fucking lack of sleep! feeling damn stone when i'm riding to work so so so early in the morning. just simply staring at the road ahead with a blank mind during my journey. wanna sleep now yet can't sleep. it's gonna be a long night again later and tomorrow must leave house early again!
praying for myself to recover soon!
that kind of feelings can never be felt again.
i can only feel it with both eyes shut and a calm mind that brings me back to where i took my first step.
envy envies envied envying envious!