emo. louis

 - 10^th July 1985
 - neither cute nor charming in any ways
 - the one with a broken heart left un-mend

. my loud exhaust BUS!
. my old pot car!
. carebears (champ champ)
. my melody & Kuromi
. LIQOURS
. whip CREAMS !!!
. beach & nice ambience places

. Agatha
. Angel
. Angie
. Annabelle
. Charmaine
. Cindy
. Cynnthia
. Ebel
. Elaine
. Gabriel
. Glenna
. Huihui
. Ivy
. Ivon
. Jassmin
. Joan
. Kerlynn
. Mark
. Meijin
. Nicole
. Peifen
. Samantha
. Shirley
. Steffy
. Stella
. Terry

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the struggling me!

i'm learning.. though it's just so hard for me to do so..

loving someone may be easy for most people, but it's never easy for me at all. i'm thinking, thinking and thinking still..... i love her deeply and my feelings for her is still around just that her presence wasn't with me. i'm jealous, real jealous and yet helpless to it. i guess there's bound to have someone out there who will understand her well and what she wants more than i do. i love her but it doesn't mean i must make her mine even if she don't feel the way like i do. i just hope she will feel happier and more contented with life if she can meet her mr right who will love and dote on her. i'm really learning to think this way and i'm trying real hard. as time goes by she will forget me and memories between us will slowly fade away.

i'm so tired yet i'm blogging at people's house now.

the love we once had will never be forgotten and you're always be my sweetest indulgence.