Day 312 of agony
1:53 AM Thursday, October 08, 2009
Had an early dismissal from the briefing yesterday, therefore, went over to
Jurong Point
Kui-Shin-Do for lunch with fellow colleagues. Edmund give me a lift home.
Next, went
bishan alone for a swim and then meet up with
Yalin as she need to get some stuffs for her wedding. Shirley then came along. After than, went over to PS for dinner and then off to Orchard Central meet up with Sam. Back to
Serangoon A2 to meet up with Ronald for awhile and that's about it.
Realised that
i'm getting lesser and lesser friends. Initially was already just a handful, but now it doesn't even seems to be a handful of them. What can i do? Facts of life as everything is beyond my control. All i can do is to accept it and not begging for it. If were to beg for it, what are friends for? I'm feeling so left out nowadays and everything seems to be drifting away from me. No one understand how it feels till such things happen on him/her. Maybe to people out there,
i'm just different from anyone else. Despite being one who is loyal to friends and one who cherish friendship so much, that's nothing else i could say now. Let nature takes its course!
How i wish for a love one who can be by my side to share all this unspoken words and feelings of mine together with me. As least i wouldn't feel so lonesome for all this while. All i need is just a companion.
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