Day 358 of agony
2:37 AM Monday, November 23, 2009
The pain is killing me ... Not just that, sort of emo-ing at the same time..
Don't ask why, as there's isn't any reason i could give.. There's too much of ups and downs in my walk of life.. My life being played once again and again seems like a routine.. Nothing good in life seems to be approaching me at all..
Day by day, i'm leading the same old life, with the same old lifestyle and the same old me! Nowadays, even for a Fri night or even weekends is a home alone day for me.. What is happening?
Felt myself like an idiot at certain times.. A sore loser! When can those happy days of mine be back? Awaiting for someone in reality who can stand right infront to pick me up and bring those cheerfulness i once had, back to me.. Someone who really cares and will be there whenever i need a listening ear right by my side..
All i had are just imaginations and a imaginary guardian..
If only i could turn back the time ................................................................................. how wonderful would that be ......................................