Day 372 of agony
6:45 PM Monday, December 07, 2009
It's been a year.. 30 Nov 2008, the day she walked out from me.. Those flashbacks that happened on that particular night is so heart-breaking and beyond words could explain.. If i were to say i don't miss her, i'm denying.. Afterall, what's over is still over.. Time is all i need ! Sigh ~
Well.. nothing is missed out as i hasn't been doing much things recently.. Been attending parade rehearsals for 2 weeks and i look so dark now. Hate that lining on my forehead ! Practically nothing much, except for drinking..
Tried quite a few different environments drinking on various day.. Brought personal Chivas with mixer to Fort Canning in the middle of the night, drinking in hotel room, drinking in the car and drink while driving at the same time.. Was praying so hard that i'll never bump onto any roadblocks...
Went Zouk as well last Wednesday for a while..
Today was a half day parade training and tomorrow gonna be a long day again just like any previous rehearsals.. Having a day off on Wednesday, that means tomorrow night must not be wasted.. No one to drink with, no one to go out with and worst of all no place to go to!
Labels: A year to you may seems fast, but never for me