Gone
1:36 PM Sunday, July 25, 2010
Once again, i'm back to this lonely path, blogging my soul again..
It's gone and it's really gone.. I initiated it and i knew that's what my counterpart is looking forward all along..
Sooner that my expectations, guys was her first priority straight away.. Deleting me off from FB means what? I know the purpose of it and i'm not dumb.. It gives you a better opportunity to accept as well as add guys like what you've been doing in the past before we even got tgt.. You just simply couldn't live your life without these guys.. You're tempted all along but you can't.. What about me? Did i went searching for unknown girls and adding them up? I only accept people that i really know them, but unlike you, not only just accept, you even initiate to add those you've once chatted before yet never meet at all.. What would have happened if i were to turn it the other way round, which is me doing all these? Out of all your msn contacts, merely close to 3quarter of them are unknown personnels and yet only these 3 person you add to your FB? Wasn't it obvious these are the particular one you've recently been chatting eversince you started logging back to your msn recently?
Things you dislike me to do yet you yourself does it all the times.. Asking me to delete unknowns from my list and i did it with no complaints. Reason being was simply, it's because i love you that's why i'm willing to do all this so.. Yet what about you? More than half unknown guys yet you practically deletes nothing except for your two ex-es.. Thereafter, all i can see are increments..
Accusing me? Framing me? Using body and guys to make me feel more hurt all the times, ask yourself this, have i ever engage to any of these to hurt you? Ask youself ! That's what i get.. LOVE? i doubt so.. Don't think i won't know you've already been engaging with guys the moment before we broke off.. The difference between now and then is the word aggressive.. More aggressive in knowing guys after being tied down for so long.. Leopard will never change its spots.
This is the kind of life you're suppose to live, with guys chatting with you, dating you out, knowing you and doing whatever with you.. FUCKING SHIT !
Wrongest thing i've done in life is having a FB and knowing you thus making myself so
FUCKING HURT !Learning to be strong and picking myself up once again.. Love, it's always full of pains..
*cries ..............
Labels: Wrong path in life
